emotions

2006-03-10T19:14:00.000-08:00

i want a big hug.

2006-03-10T07:25:00.000-08:00

ARGH!

stupid debate round. it was SCREWED UP so majorly, i cant believe it myself. our opp team, HCI, prepped for the wrong case! aiyoh. but we can't blame them, they received wrong info. but its kinda pissing cos we worked damn hard, esp during ass. week. urgh, but at least the guys took the iniative to apologise to us. so NOW, its postponed to... MONDAY!

which is the EXACT day as SENTOSA TRIP! aiyee. ))))):

and now i'm begging gwen and manda and shu yi and all to go on wed cos thats the day we can make it. i feel so bad, but i really wanna GO. cos nowadays, the whole gang's gg out without me cos i have debate, and i feel so LONELY. haha. not that i hate debate, i LOVE debate! and i love all my seniors, it was so heartwarming (?) to see all their reactions today.

ADRIAN, next MACS meal's on you! ((;

i cant wait to go sentosa! i really wanna go so bad. AIYEE. i just wanna get DOWN AND DIRRTY.

okay that so doesn't sound right. but yeah, you get my point.

<3

2006-03-09T07:11:00.000-08:00

omg omg assessment week is OVER!

DELIGHT! oh haha. gah, i'm kinda sad cos i want to go for maldives and i was chosen! but i chose to go for debate. which isn't really a bad thing, its been a wonderful trip for me! ((:

today, saniah and nush were leaving for maldives and since all they're gonna eat is fish for a whole week, we (actually, I) bought them a cake! i've got pictures in my phone, will put them up when i someday find my USB cable thingamajig. till then, keep waiting! heh.

OMG i can't wait for march holidays to begin! on mon we're going SENTOSA! oh whopee twang! but ms estella wont be there, so no one to bully! BAH. then on tues we might be going ice skating. not sure. but we fully intend to let our brains rot and die before school begins. again.

JGs third round tml. hmm, today was...weird. i think whoever leaked it out had the wrong idea, and me, denise and bern never thought of it that way, but nvm. all i'd like to say is sorry to the seniors, we never thought of being relegated, and we'll win tml's debate. we'll try our best. please don't be mad. ((:

this post is LONG. haha, i cant believe exams are over. i'm practically jumping about.

I STILL LOVE YOU! <3

2006-02-27T06:35:00.000-08:00

i. must. not. get. DISTRA CTED.

2006-02-26T03:27:00.000-08:00

GRAAR!

i just found out through this WEB( highly inaccurate, i'm sure) that MY NAME SUCKS. i first typed in Arthi, and what came out? i'm a noun, a piece of projectile vomit. i was like: ERR! so i typed in Arthi Anbalagan, and what came out? i'm A GRAVE ROBBER. okay, that thing's seriously screwed.

and now, i've become a master blogger. CONSISTENCY??!!

lemme try again.

now, i'm in nature to a train-riding hobo. --.--

now, i;m a beat poet working on the street. HAH. poet?
let's dream on, shall we?

anyway, my mugging session has been okay i guess, i practised indices the whole day, and after this, i'll be doing physics and MAYBE revising physics. hopefully, i do achieve what i set out to do!

;D

OIEE, quiz galaxy, i do not have the ABILITY TO BE INVISIBLE! i tell you, this stupid web page thingy is asking for a fight.

and its soon gonna get one.

I LOVE MY NEW SKIN.

and gill, thanks for your BEAUTIFUL PROPOGANDA! THANK you nush as well! <3<3

back to mugging. FOCUS!

2006-02-25T20:14:00.000-08:00

WOAH!

i just realised i change blogskins like nobody's business.

HEH HEH.

2006-02-24T07:22:00.000-08:00

there i go crying again.

****

we lost, and as you can see, i cried. very hard. and my mum and my dad (<3!) comforted me a lot, so thanks.

see, the main reason i'm disappointed is cos i KNEW i tried my best. i tried my best to speak confidently when i went up,and before that i tried to calm down. i thought of YOU (<3),my friends, my team, my parents, and i decided to give it my all. and i thought i did, especially after looking at the people's faces after speaking. and i thought we had a chance to win, make our seniors proud and all, but we lost. and as the result sunk into my head, the tears just rushed into my eyess. and we had to shake hands with the opposing team, and i tried to put up a brave face with tears streaming. but yeah. IT was upsetting.

i guess what was disappointing was that i BELIEVED we could do it, and yet we didnt. i mean, i felt i was much better this time, i was more confident, i knew what i was saying. and somehow, as i look back, maybe that's just not enough. and i feel pissed with myself as we've let the seniors down ONCE again, we've let jere down, and we;ve let ourselves down. and i couldnt bear to face it. and i just started thinking of what bern said yst: we gotta do this, not for ourselves, but for our seniors. they're struggling with their work, and they do so much for us. and so, we should do the same. but we didn't.

tsk. but one thing that just made me cry more was how my seniors ALL came up to us, and they hugged us, the consoled us, they joked with us. and i think that just made me cry more. and i felt bad cos in a way, we were letting all of the, down. JGs done, we can't pass this round anymore, and its sad and pathetic to hear it. to hear that the champions in B div sucked in A div.

but we're not all perfect.

thanks to: Jere, Denise, Diana, Bern, LJ, wei ger, mei san, annabelle( FLOWERR), adrian, eudora, han, nicholas, margaret, stanley, bryan, jere's friend( THANK YOU! ) and all those who came down to support us as well. ((:

i'm still disappointed, BUT we've got to move on.

still!

2006-02-22T06:23:00.000-08:00

tell me what to do, and i'll make it happen. but we've gotta do this together. and we're slowly improving.

i dont want it to end, not ever. <3

*****

mugging maths now. and listening to music. and chatting.

MULTITASKING is not good,but i dont care. cos i know i need to improve, i need to buck up. i'm slacking, im being distracted, and i know i gotta do well. so, there goes.

STOP APPEARING!

and muhammad: what you said in class is NOT TRUE, so keep quiet! ;D btw, who told you?

2006-02-19T07:20:00.000-08:00

my dirty little secret; just another regret.

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OMG OMG I'M EXHILIRATED. why? COS I DID MY FRIGGIN' IH. WHEEE! <3

ahaha. yay! i'm so proud of myself, considering that i wrote 1262 words. but i think it's basically all crap, so i hope i get a B+. :S

anyway, chatting with cheryl now, and ....OMG OMG!

HEY JULIET! i'm hearing the song right now. and i feel like dancing. but i can't. cos i'll wake everyone.

HEY I'VE BEEN WATCHING YOU!

ahaha.

i think.
youre fine
you really blow my mind!
maybe
someday
you and me can run away
i just want you to know
i wanna be your RROMEO
hey juliet! <3

BABY PLEEAASSE!

okay, thats enough. I LUBBA DUBBA this song! hehe.

what to say? OH YEAH. school tomorrow! eeyer, gotta cram for assessment week.

HEY JULIET!

OH, and btw, i am OVER you! ((: hooray.

2006-02-18T02:56:00.000-08:00

I LOVE GILLY WILLY!

OH YES I DO! ;D

haha. well well. I'm sposed to be chionging IH now (aud taught me the word!) , but no offence, i'm not in the mood to study right now. ALTHOUGH I SHALL.

ouch my stomach. OH OH! i love my IPOOD. ever since i've been uploading songs into it, i can't stop listening to it! ((:

GAH. assessment week is DAYS away. and here i sit, blogging.

OOH! fireflies is nice, and so is KISS ME. ((:

BUT, hey juliet! you still rock my socks.

CLOSER! not the movie, the song.

AHH! NO MORE DISTRACTIONS!

before you met me; i want to fall in love with you.

2006-02-17T07:16:00.000-08:00

OKAY.

i have been persuaded by my LOVELY cousin jayashri TO WRITE about her!

and being the nice, uh, being that i am , I SHALL! ;D

JAYASHRI

jayashri (more commonly known as jaysh) is my FAVOURITE cousin! HAHA, shes super nice! <3.

ANYWAY. she has good taste, she dishes good advice, and she is HOT! ((: haha. yes, shes very pretty, and shes funky, and she always manages to console me when im DEPRESSED, and shes helped me through a lot. THANK YOU JAYSH!

and she learns german too, WHICH means i can converse with her SOON! oh whopee! ((: she has incediblle taste, she has a good eye (if she knows what i mean ;D) and she SUPPORTS MAN U!

oh yeah babee! ((:

<3>

****

i think you're fine

you really blow my mind

maybe someday

you and me can run away

i just want you to know

i wanna be your romeo

HEY JULIET!

i LOVE this song. ;D

and i'm going NUTS.

OH AND MAN U WILL THRASH LIVERPOOL TOMORROW, wait and see! ((:

NIGHTT.

2006-02-15T03:28:00.000-08:00

to my best friend:

I'M SO SORRY. i didn't look it at that perspective, and i'm really sorry, yeah? I GUESS i've not been exactly that best a friend either. i hope it turns out okay, cos i want us to be friends for a long time. it just hurt from past experience, thats all. i wanted it to be different, but i think i took things too ahead of myself.

i guess i'm kinda of a private person, babe. but i didnt mean what i said, and i was in a foul mood. please dont be sad.

please don't take this to heart, friendships aren't perfect, we'll work at it.

OUR FIRST SQUABBLE. )):

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TCHUS!

the first german word i learnt today.

I'M GOING FOR GERMAN ELECTIVE! <3

oh whopeee doo daa. ((: anw, today ROCKED my socks. i have no idea why, but i'm feeling particularly happy. OH yes, i finished my LA essay! and i filed my stuff, so there. ((:

<3>

PICTURE of our toes! ((: some of us at least.

DRYING their toes hasn't beeen this fun!

HAHA okay more pics up next time, till then am off to study. BYE.

2006-02-12T05:26:00.000-08:00

YAWNN.

i'm dead tired right now. so after this, im going to take a long, hot bath and sleep. ((:

honestly? today was a BORE. i almost fell asleep during tamil tuition, i was THAT tired today morning. theory wasn't too bad, and after that, i mainly slacked at home. aiyerr.

LET'S see. i've done SPIRE, and maybe once i've taken a bath, i'll do my maths. I <3 MATHS.

REMAINING HMWK:
* LA essay( associating some object)
*SPIRE reflections 3
*IH essay (slavery yada yada)
* Physics research (on that renaissance thing)
*MATHS 11102 set 2
* ~~SPIRE ESSAY (lit citation)~~
*~~that envelope thing for our locker~~
*MANDALA thing for GC
*<3 day gifts! AIYEE. i'm going broke.

yep, thats it. not too shabby, considering i've done, what one of the more important things. YAY. hurrah for me! ((:

ROAD RUN this friday, can't wait! i'm starting to love running, and i've been pigging out lately, so GOOD TIMING! hmm, must be hanging out with saniah too much lately. HEH HEH, kidding.

shit, shit, i need to buck up man! i haven't been mugging lately, and i need to clear my head before i eventually sit down and i MUG. tsk. so yeah, i'm going to work my butt off this week, so i most probably won't update till next week.

*****

there you go again. WHEE.

round and round my head, when will this stop?
but i'm not complaining.

okay, maybe i am.

2006-02-11T06:11:00.000-08:00

HELLO.

i feel so accomplished today. i DIDNT do anything, basically thats why. -.-

i was so tired after yesterday's debate (we lost) that after toastmasters today, i went to sleep straight away, and i slept for 4 hour striaght. i just couldnt do anything. hehe. now, i've just done MY LONG spire reflections, and i'm so proud of myself. ((:

school's getting tougher, and much more tiring. but, i'm coping, thanks to my FRIENDS! ((:
right now, i'm chatting with them although i'm supposed to be doing my assignments. AH HECK.

i haven't forgotten you yet, i didn't say i would. so don't go ignoring me or thinking it's done. maybe it isn't. but i'm not saying anything.

okay that was just random.

i feel tired once again, but i'm going to try and do my LA before i knock off.

OH YEAH, i'm supposed to talk about SNEHA!

okay. sneha is A VERY VERY GOOD FRIEND, i have no idea how we became so close eh? must be audrey's work. :D she lives like, what, 2 condos down from me, so yeah, bascially when i mean close, i mean literally and figuratively.

okay i'm seriously crapping. but she's really NICE, and shes very FUNNY! haha. shes a good friend too, she really cares about her friends. (i can tell. ) ((: shes helped me with lots of stuff too! HAH.

THANK YOU SNEHA! <3

happy now dear? (;

BACK TO HMWK. ugh.

2006-02-09T07:35:00.000-08:00

i can't believe that instead of studying for my maths, i'm blogging. OH WELL.

haha, its 11.30 right now, and i'm currently mugging as i only came home at 10 after debate. TML's JGS, and we are all UBER nervous. i hope we make it onto the next round. we have been practising hard, and staying up very late. if we don't make it, it'll be CRUMMY!

so yeah. let's do our best! OH YEAH. i'm missing bio tml! oh joy. ((:

today was FUN! haha, i got hitched to gill today for, what, 3 mins? haha, cos we were walking to class and it started raining, and then it got heavy, so we decided to walk the other way, and despite that, me and nish decided to GET WET! so she got wet on her right, and me on my left. :D

i think we all got high after that, cos nish's mood ring showed purple for me and my other friends, which meant that we are in LOVE! haha, so gill decided that we get hitched, and she was so delirious that she started strangling me, and i was like: LET ME GO! but she didnt.

so i had to divorce her. ((: then this TOOT went to nush, and we started bickering like a real couple, it was HILARIOUS! oh well, gill, I STILL <3 YOU!

then after that nothing much happened, except that before debate we went to 05 and we just talked and talked. then we went for debate.

debate was NOT BAD! haha, OH YEAH! there was one HILARIOUS PART. me, LJ, shu yi and sherlene went down to buy food, then we were walking down this steep slope, and WHOOSH! shu yi slid down! we were all like: OMG! and we were laughing, as shu yi was rubbing her butt.

then later, when we were on our way back, since it had just rained and all, sherlene slipped and fell! AHAH. and she was hysterical, she was laughing non-stop. LJ and I were so freaked out, cos we knew one of us was next, so both of us held hands and we tiptoed everywhere. ((: FUNNAE!

then later we were all going to KAP for discussion, then Adrian was telling us something, then he slipped, and he PRACTICALLY BOUNCED, and me and denise were laughing! it was funny, and adrian was just LAME. and crazy! haha.

AIYEE, am pooped. and i need to carry all the stuff tml, i'm basically doomed.

GWEN, you better come early tml.
AMANDA, you rock for posting about me! ((:

GOOD LUCK TO US ALL! ((:

OOH, matrix tml.

2006-02-08T05:10:00.000-08:00

THREE DAYS ALREADY!

and i haven't update my blog, until now. HEH.

ugh, monday was bad, i heard some UNTRUE stuff, and yeah. so. but nvm. ((:

we had road run trials yst and today! GAH. tiring, but FUN FUN! haha. yeah. its really fun when you dont see where you're going, and instead, you're just looking at the houses, especially the zen types. AHH! my dreamy dream home. and we climbed uphill for a LONG TIME, and now my thighs are aching. ouch.

but nevermind! and lessons were pretty mundane, IM very so lonely, i've got noone to talk to. )):

I MISS THE TABLEMATES! we had so much fun sitting together, always talking and not paying attention at all. AHAH. ((: and now, i can't do that. harrumph. i feel LONELY.

and today was fun as well! CAAL WAS. at first, we went to lT5, cos we had to, then our class and another class was there. then at that time, me, cheryl, nush, manda VANDALISED shu yi's notebook, and i scribbled RUBBISH. ((: hehe. fun! but then later we relaised that we had to go back to class, then we did. -.-

then we wrote notes to each other, i got 13! yay! that means 1 more than half wrote to me, i'm so honoured. ahah! and TRACY'S note gave me a SHOCK of my life. especially when i found out about the person asking. UH.

this is what i hate- CONFUSION.

maths quiz on friday, IM DEADDED. x.x

2006-02-05T07:21:00.000-08:00

WHAAAT?

2006-02-03T23:00:00.000-08:00

I'M OVERREACTING.

or am i?

I HOPE i'm not, there's a chance.

TABLE MATES. these people we trying to act guai, tsk tsk.

SEE MY STUFF! ((:

OH NO!
the 6 table mates are being separated! AIYEE. so sad right. tsk. we have new seating arrangements. )): NO MORE NOTEBK PASSING, AND obsessing!

but, its alright, cos i'm sitting beside AUD, so i can disturb her! HAHA. but i got bad view now!

BAH, HUMBUG.

nvm, i'll live through it, i'm sure. :D

today was okay i guess, i'll have to start work soon, but i don't feel like it though.
had piano and TSTMASTERS today, was quite good. ((:

we talked crap today during the break. usual stuff, though. ((: BUT we took a break longer than usual, so we were quite late. OOPS. hehe.

oh yeah, for table topics.

DO YOU KNOW WHAT I GOT? i had to pick a number, and this topic belonged to that number.

TOPIC: AT WHAT AGE SHOULD TEENS GET INVOLVED IN BGR?

i was like: WHAAAT? and aud and sherlene were like: TG! TG!

and i was telling them to shut up, i couldn't stop smiling. although its NOTHING going on! aiyoh. and i was at a loss of words, and everybody was laughing at me cos i was flailing my arms in the air. ugh, let's not do it again, its embarrassing.

but not as embarrassing as trying to say something else.

VALENTINES day is coming, and i can't wait! in fact, me and my friends all can't!

we've got SERIOUS PAMPERING TO DO! ((;

2006-02-02T06:13:00.000-08:00

I'M ONE STEP CLOSER.

but i'm still further away than you think.

why don't you try?

PLEASEE. ((:

<3

2006-02-01T02:34:00.000-08:00

BLAH.

today was FUN! ((: i think you know why, eh? haha.

pe was great, we were playing the TAG game, and it was so cute: we were throwing tennis balls at each other. haha. but then, i FELL down. cos, you see, gill and muhammed were throwing the tennis balls at me, and i needed to avoid them, which i did. but then i was too busy yelping to see where i was going, and i tripped over mengyuan's foot, and

OOF!

i was flat on the floor. OUCH. my legs and hands were burning, and since we were playing in the tennis court, it was PAINFUL. there was a little blood, but now its a scab. )):

nvm, let this be a learning experience for me, i shall be more careful i whatever i do, especially when i'm playing. although its VERY painful! aiyee.

I am a bad bad bad person. and only me and my best friends know why. :X

i couldnt do it lah! i'm such a SHY person, and i was like looking elsewhere. i'm not the type thats open about it, dearies.i will eventually say, but not yet, i need to gather my confidence first. FOR A LONG TIME.

and thats to just say a word.

but i guess its not like in those movies yeah? where you look up, and you expect some connection or something like that. and even if that exists, i'm just WAY chicken to try it out. cos i think it wont end up the way i want it to, it'll probably be something stupid. i mean, i never know. what people could be thinking.

now that i come to think of it, i sorta regret not saying, cos i had the chance. but aiyah, who knows?

I DONT EXIST.

valentines day: PAMPERING TIME! can't wait, eh girls? AHAH. ((:

aiyee, maths test on fri. BETTER STUDY. :S

2006-01-31T06:00:00.000-08:00

KAP OUTING?

hah, it was only me, saniah, gwen, nush, manda, prasanthi and her friends, and our 05ip03 seniors.

WHAT FUNN. ((:

okay, sarcasm aside, i think the study session was quite eventful, and mucho FUN. we managed to finish the chem worksheet, which tired us all, and after that, we had lunch, and a MAJOR gossip session.

i never thought of AHEM like that, you know, so SHUT UP, saniah and gwen! (;

you know very well who i'm talking about.

then after that, we talked more and more, then EVENTUALLY we sat down to do some maths. so i'd say we achieved a lot. we couldn't stop talking lah! hahha, would like to do this more often.

saniah, me and gwen, and manda have also planned out Valentines Day! <33

unless (no way) anyone asks us poor singletons out, we tend TO FULLY spend the day pampering ourselves, and wasting money! AAHHA.

okay, i was kidding about the wasting my money part, it is precious to me. ((:

then after that, i came home, went online, and it was quite fun after that! ((: took some test thingy, chatted with my friends! haah. i CAN'T wait to see all my friends tomorrow.

we have so much to talk about!

I did my duties as an aunt, and i went to see my nephew, who by the way, IS ADORABLEEE.

i tell you, he had these large eyes, and wonderfully SMALL fingers and toes! me and my mum couldnt stop fussing over him, and my mum started reminiscing about how i was as a baby. ahaha.

AH WELL.

school starts tomorrow, cant wait! AIYEE. ((:

<33

2006-01-30T00:04:00.000-08:00

I HATE PUBLIC HOLIDAYS.

i hate them, I HATE THEM! :/

why, you ask? why do i hate holidays, when i have all the time i want to relax, rest? why do i hate holidays when i have all the time i can get to catch up on my homework, i have all the time to do whatever you want, period.

why do i hate holidays? SIMPLE. ALL because of one simple word: PARENTS.

aiyerr! when they're at home, i just can't do what I WANT.

i tell you, the first thing they stop me from doing is waking up late. once it's 9 o'clock, its RISE AND SHINE! and POOF! off go the covers of my bed, and you can hear me groaning from timbaktu (who knows where that is).

its either that, or i pretend to be asleep just to get a few more winks. you'd think, being loving parents and all, they'd let me sleep for a while longer. but NOO! they start chanting my name(i'm serious) , until i give up EVER trying to sleep. TSK.

next, its the work part. the first question my mum ever asks me is: WHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DO TODAY?

and you know what's my answer: I DON'T KNOW.

MENTAL SLAP.

and off goes my mum, on what i can do, like playing the piano (NO, no right now), exercising( NO thank you) or practising my dance (AIYEE). and so, i cut her short with my most sensible answer: i need to finish my homework.

and so i use up my day in the most resourceful manner: DOING MY HOMEWORK.

then comes the WORST part- watching television.

when i'm finally studying and doing my work faithfully, when suddenly the BLARE of the television fills the room, and you can hear me banging my head on my table. it's so loud, i can't concentrate, and i SUDDENLY have a craving to watch tv. AIYOH!

so i try to act innocent, i pretend i have tons of questions to ask my parents, and while they explain, i can't take my eyes off the tube. eventually, i give up on my work, and i sit down to watch the television.

i'm a terrible person.

i know, i know, my parents are good people, they deserve some rest too, but sometimes i WISH they would let me wake up late and do whatever i want. don't get me wrong, but i can't wait for school to start. ((:

but hey, parents got to do what they got to do!

but nevertheless, I HATE HOLIDAYS.

and now you know why, so DONT ASK.

2006-01-29T03:35:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

i've changed my skin, to something more...simple.

fickle fickle me.

i'm so fickle when it comes to these kind of stuff, but i can't seem to get certain things out of my head, and its a nuisance. i try to reassure myself, that i don't, that it won't, but somehow, there's this itsy bitsy part of me, pleading, begging for the outcome to be different. AHAH.

well, that's that.

Yesterday was quite fun, bhavani's birthday bash was UBER COOl. I felt out of place cos i was the only one there wearing a dress, while the others were wearing punjabi suits and sarees. and even though i had my wrap thingy, it was freaking cold cos i was wearing a spaghetti strap. AIYERR. remind me never to do that again.

but anyway. back to my point. i wonder how i'll be when i'm 21. will i be taller? (PLEASE.) skinnier? (HOPEFULLY) but, more importantly,will i be more mature?will i be thinking for myself? will i know what its like to pay your own bills, live in your own house? i know, i've got 7 more years to go, and yeah, enjoy my teenage years, blah blah. but there's this part of me wondering how it'll be like, and i know it sounds stupid, but i can't wait to be independent! it's so exciting, so...FRESH.there's so much to do, and it'll be a brand new experience for me.

MY PARTY? i don't know, maybe just my family, and all my friends.

but then again, i've got 7 more years to go.

WE'LL SEE, WON'T WE?

2006-01-27T22:00:00.000-08:00

ITS SATURDAY.

the last time i blogged, it was wednesday.

there's a lot to write about.

yesterday, i went with my cedar friends to watch 'I NOT STUPID TOO', and it was wonderful seeing them. joleen has grown significantly, and soon, she'll be taller than me. wah. the movie was really GOOD, it was very sad, and tear-jerking. but, i successfully controlled my tears, although i was frowning, and i was clutching the tissue ever so tightly. ahaha. it was worth it, though. ((:

then we went to seon's house to eat steamboat, which was YUMMY! ((; i liked the salmon and all the fishballs, and all the other products. very nice! then we tried to make lanterns with hongbaos, and me being the totally unskilled freak that i am, just cut the scotchtape for shu ying, christine, and jocelyn. then seon showed us her hamster, and it was SO ADORABLE! we were playing with it, i held it, and it was TICKLISH. ((:

and it almost pooped on seon's hand. AHAHA.

CNY celebrations sucked big time, the superstar thingy was honestly a bore. i felt it could have been better lah, but nvm. at least we got to dress up, and oh yeah, during the performnaces, we were trying on sunglasses, and trying ( BUT FAILING) to look cool, and we ended up laughing.

then saniah, grace, gwen and manda tried to bet on how many segments an orange had, and i had to PEEL for them. aiyerr, they were all wrong! haha.

I'M IN THE DEBATE TEAM! OH WHEE. i'm relieved, but quite sad too, cos that means i cantgo to MALDIVES. wahhh! ))):

i've heard some nasty stuff, and its getting overboard. some of its TOTALLY perverted, and seriously, people like that should get a life.

but i'm nt going to bitch about them because they have their reasons, no matter how stupid they can be.

but whatever it is, i'll eventually find out, so watch it.

HAHA, this pic is hilarious. thank god i'm NOT IN IT. cheryl, saniah, gilly- a few of my BESTIES! ((:

happy cny, btw.

2006-01-25T03:02:00.000-08:00

i dont feel like blogging right now, but i'm REALLY bored.

ate blackforest cake with MANDA , it was DELICIOUS. went to the plaza and bought stuff, it was quite fun lah, especially when we tried to cross the road.

SHU YI IS A JINX. she broke the spades thing like within a day, and when she was trying to fix it, the whole backboard thing fell out. WALAU. tsk tsk, and then we started kicking each other, AND NOW I HAVE A BRUISE.

a certain person told us some secrets, and we were like OMG. its hard to believe that people like that can ---. aiyerr. ahh, nvm. i don't really care.

actually, today was really fun, although i got quite a bit of scolding. ahh, i am becoming less responsible, but then again, WHO CARES?

i feel quite bitter, and i want to go back to school. i can't wait to see all my friends again, its a GREAT feeling. ((:

its difficult to know the truth and live with it, when it HURTS so bad, you want to cry.

whatever it is, i can't wait for FRIDAY. CNY!

oh whopee. ((:

CEDAR, here i come.

BEST FRIENDS.

2006-01-22T03:53:00.000-08:00

OMG!

i just realised that in the LONG time since i have not blogged, lots of stuff has happened, and i don't really feel like blogging about it, but i shall.

first, i PASSED THE FIRST ROUND FOR NJ SUPERSTAR! haha, yeah, its a great feeling.(:
when i first found out, i squealed with joy, and my LOVELY LOVELY friends started cheering, clapping and hugging me. i was really delighted. i mean, i know its not a big deal but yea, for me it is! anything to do with singing is.

HOWEVER, all good things don't last, and i didnt pass the 2nd round. at first, i felt a bit disappointed, but after that, i relaised its not the end of the world, i mean, what did i lose? NOTHING. so there. i'll still have my lovely friends with me, i'll still have everything, so yup, i'm okay.

thanks to nush, saniah, gwen, manda, auddie, sher,cherylm, shu yi, estella, gilly, grace,LJ, and MS SELVA for supporting me! thanks to the others whom i've not mentioned here, but you know who you are! <33

i don't know what to say, i mean they say what they think its true, and a part of me wants to believe it so bad, but another part of me's just pushing that idea far far away. i know it won't happen, cos i'm not OUTSTANDING or anything, so why bother? but the signs say otherwise. according to my friends, there are stares, and cheering and clapping. so what's going on? I WANT IT TO BE TRUE, so help me out here would ya? and i'm embarrassed, i wonder what you think. aiyerr, you'd prob think i'm weird, but PLS DONT. i hope you feel the same too. ((:

ahh. whee. I'VE BEEN EMBARRASSED BY MY best friends for all the wrong reasons, and i'm probably being labelledas a weirdo. HAHA. i hope not.

stares that only i know about.

OH, and here's a pic of me and my mum gg for my cousin's engagement. CONGRATS VIDHYA! ((:

HAHA, i look like a spastic person. whee, ((;

SEE YOU TML. ((:

2006-01-18T05:46:00.000-08:00

I'M A SOTONG.

a blur sotong. can i be any more obvious? especially when it comes to this.

but i still think you didn't notice, which is like WHEW. i think i'm invisible lah. -.-

oh gee willikers.

today was nj superstar, and i BLEW IT. i was third ( can you believe it?) and i was trembling when i was there, i think it was a miracle i could walk. i was so nervous, and to add to it, it was COLD. bleh.

so i started singing, and it was okay, i was focusing on shu yi and saniah, and then towards the chorus, i realised that i WAS TOO HIGH. EEK.

so i made a slip-up, and i was so disappointed with myself. AIYERR.

i think i didnt make it, even though shu yi and saniah, and aud's sis said i was good. ah well.

SAD SAD. )):

i'm a dumb little duck. i just embarrassed myself there and then. i guess it was a impulsive though. ARGH.

i get affected so easily by small failures.

WAHH.

2006-01-17T01:37:00.000-08:00

I TOOK PICS TODAY!

i so rock. :D and so do my friends who were willing to POSE. haha.

here they are! ((: nush is our little sheep, and PROUD OF IT. ((:

saniah and cheryl, BIIG SMILES! ((:

omg, cheryl. tskk. you obsessive woman. ahaha.

a BAD impersonation lah! haha. anyway, why can't i turn it? BLEH.

i look like a spastic frog. SURPRISE, GIRLS!

tskk, we are so LAME. ((:

OMG, whats an OHP cheryl? ((:

hmph, muhammed didnt let me take his pic; he was screaming like a girl.

BUT I ALWAYS WIN. ((:

oh my god manda? you're proposing to me without a diamond? HOW DARE YOU. oh well, i still love you. ((:

yes, jonathan, don't CLAW at us.

cheryl! dear, already so tall, still jump for what? -.-

all my DEAR friends, with gilly willy in the middle.

2006-01-16T04:43:00.000-08:00

i just found out i have so little posts.

BLEH. i can't blog for peanuts, and i don't really care whether i have as many posts as others.

i mean, whos going to bother? NOT ME, thats for sure.

i'm feeling so bitter today, for no apparent reason. can't get you outta my head. AHH. stop. stop!

the truth ALWAYS bites. always. oh well. ):

i'm amanda's secretary! OH NO. now i have to get tea and coffee for her. DARN YOU MANDA! ((;

and im chem rep too. ((: oh well, i just volunteered.

but the cream of the cake?

i'm the lead singer for the band thingy.

ah well. sometimes i feel so GREATT. :D yay for me.

LET'S COME UP WITH A SONG!

rock my world, will ya? <3

2006-01-15T04:14:00.000-08:00

oh my god.

GAH. GAHH!

i can't believe you were actually going to ask me, but in the end, you misunderstood what we were doing.

sometimes, we all are idiots. ahh!

but i know it won't ever happen, as reality bites.

hearts belong somewhere else, left to be broken.

2006-01-13T23:54:00.000-08:00

NJ DANCE PARTY.

shake your boot-ay, GIRLS! ((:

HAHA. omg i love dancing with all my friends, we were like dancing non-stop, and we were jumping and screaming. break-dancing is COOL. :D right amanda? OOH.

oh man. orientation's over, which means that CLASSES ARE STARTING.

fishit. i DON'T WANT. it'll be so... SERIOUS, and no fun at all. )):

bleh. let's not think about it just yet. ahh.

yst was so fun. we had PIZZA! yum yum. i like tandoori. oh, and before we went for the party, we went to get ice-cream! estivo rocks lah, wild berry delight and orange sorbetto are two nice flavours. i tried apple passion today with cheryl, and her mum gave me a lift out. THANK YOU!

anyway, then we went to coronation, and me and gill were talking about how we badly wanted to drink sparkling juice, and we were cracking up at chinmaya's LAME jokes. about the russell peters guy. AHAH.

then we went back, and our OGLS were so sweet, they got us little candles with our names, and they wrote a tiny msge for us in a cute napkin. mine said that i should go for nj superstar, which i AM GOING. aiyah, just try out and see yea?

WHO KNOWS.

yes, thenfor lunch we played that concentration game, which i am CHAMPION of ( thank you, thank you very much ) . then we saw a bunch of idiots make fun of shuyi's sign lah. how pathetic can some people get? we got a bit angry, then i think the guys saw, so they went back. ugh.

IRRITATING.

ANYWAY. the dance party rocked like crap, we were just dancing. they had fog effects, and all those techno lights, it looked like a PUB. Cheryl and i know we cant ever go clubbing, we will die. exhaustion. WHEW.

we had so much fun, everybody was dancing, and we wrote all the msgs for one another. some of mine were lame, like jonathan wrote that he appreciates me -.- and he also wrote that someon e thinks im cute, which is so LAME. ((:

anyway, i want to relive the PARTAE. and wilbert didnt shake his butt enough. )):

WE ROCK.

today had toastmasters, and im vp. aud's sis is p. yay, she can do all the work ((:

i love my friends. <3

2006-01-12T04:52:00.000-08:00

I LOVE MY FRIENDS.

but this time, they've turned against me. AHH.

they want me to join njc idol! okay, they are officially NUTS.

we were just talking in the canteen before we went to KAP for dinner, and suddenly, i was asked to sing. for a reason i don't even remember.

so after GREAT GREAT persuasion, i sang a bunch of songs, and they CLAPPED. they rock, i tell you. they're ALL so nice. THANK YOU. ((:

but i'm not sure if i'm joining the competition. my parents DEF. don't approve, but it sounds like fun.

and i might be able to do well in it. but i'm still thinking about it.

HMM.

anyway, today was fun as well. the games we play each day just get better, and better. there were station games today, FUNN. lots of water, running, tugging (ugh), pulling, the works.

but dirty, as usual. AHH. me no like you anymore. this is getting unusual.

oh god, that guy was so rude to gill, he was like 'hey, i wanna screw your friend.'

HAH, i would have said: 'oh yeah? well, i wanna screw yours too.' yeah, right, who am i kidding?

but still, thats pretty gross. what pervertic minds do guys have? they need to CLEAN THEMSELVES UP.

pretty bad.

anyway, it was fun at king albert, our first OG outing with the OGLS. although, we were a bit broken up, differences and other issues. sometimes, people just get way different, and there's often only one way with dealing with it, i guess.

IGNORANCE IS BLISS.

but macs rocks. there was a camera for some ad, i guess, and me, gill, and manda were trying to ham it up, and look nonchalant, although gill was FAILING. she kept on touching her butt lah! haha, it was hilarious. we LOOKED PATHETIC. we are so despo for limelight.

then we ate a bit, i couldnt eat all of a sudden, and we were talking about the same ol', same ol'. its so fun hanging out with these guys. you don't feel like a pig, thats for sure. :D

yea manda? AHAHA.

anyway, nush just posted something abt my singing in her blog. OMG. she's the sweetest.

THANK YOU, but don't print the tees yet. ((:

life and it's TOUGH decisions.

2006-01-11T03:47:00.000-08:00

WAHAHA.

i just found out something so INTERRESTING, and i was a bit surprised.

well, not really, cos i kind of found out a while ago.

still. its funny to find it on the net. ((:

WAR GAMES!

today was so FUN. the war games were short though, but MUD everywhere!

AHH. my new shoes are CAKED with mud, and they smell like dung.

DARN FERTILISER.

anyway, today's war games consisted of WATER BOMBS!

i didnt get to bomb anyone though, and i didnt get wet like i wanted to. )): but we managed to come in 2nd! which is not bad, considering its our first game.

but SCHIARA will strive. still. ((:

WE HAVE WON THE WAR. i can't wait for tml's water games. i have LOST MY VOICE, but who cares?

haha, saniah and cheryl are pestering me to tell them about somebody. SHALL I SAY?

eyecandy, shall i say?

hmm. NO.

((:

you are EVERYWHERE.

bored.

2006-01-09T19:49:00.000-08:00

oh gosh, monday was so fun, i wish it didnt end.

sherlene, cheryl, and nuch didnt come though, they were all sick. ):

GET WELL SOON!

((:

anyway. we met our house, solaris yst, and the clan, which i have trouble rememberig. (schiaara, i think.)

nevertheless, of all the clans, ours had the best skit! it was really cute, and hilarious. and we also played games, like drunken sailor, and had some people act out some hilarious stuff. god, it was funny.

we have a ricky martin in our class. FUNKY! haha. ((:

we also have perverts in our house. i tell you, its GROSS.

and then we uncovered some juicy stuff about certain people. OOH. and we did it ALL BY OURSELVES, with no one's help. we're such kaypoh people.

do we rock or do we rock? :D

we shall do the THANG we set out to do, yea?

and BOY, are we naughty. (;

2006-01-08T00:40:00.000-08:00

OH YEAH!

i've gotten better, after a raging temp. of 40 degrees yst. i'm SO HAPPY, but right now, i feel so bloated. i have just drunk 2 FULL bottles of water in 3 hours, and i'm getting so sick of drinking water. urgh, urgh, URGH!

I CAN'T WAIT FOR TML! oh yay, i can see all my friends again, and tml, we're going to have a good time playing games. i'm so relieved i'm getting better, i SURELY don't want to miss out on the fun.

GAHH. gahh.

i'm going to DIE.

tuition starts tml. can't wait to bully the teacher! WHEE.

BYE.

2006-01-06T06:43:00.000-08:00

I HAVE SUCH SWEET SWEET FRIENDS.

thanks amanda, nuch, LJ, sherlene,saniah, audrey for asking how i am.

amanda, thanks for helping me with that thing. i felt a bit sad, but i think i'm okay already.

nevertheless, it takes a lifetime to forget, yea?

and thanks weiting, nicole, joleen, and everyone else who checked on me.

my brother's back from camp. he's REALLY nice now. ((: he's changed a lot. YAY.

STUPID IMMUNE SYSTEM.

2006-01-05T23:47:00.000-08:00

i'm sick.

well, actually, i was. i just woke up after a LONG sleep, and i feel LOTS better. the headache's gone, and i dont cough that much. and my fever's gone down to 37.4.

which is good, considering that my temp was originally 38.7.

YAY.

i've got sweet friends too, thanks sherlene and miss apple( you know who you are) for talking to me. ((:

school was bad today, all i could think was about how my headache and my cough was getting worse.

and how i was going to feel bad if i didnt turn up for choir practice in cedar. )): so i just went on with the day.

but i guess i couldnt take it at the mass dance. so i just went to the office, and waited till my mum picked me up.

yeah, today was PAINFUL.

?

2006-01-05T00:09:00.000-08:00

heyho!

i'm BACK. after a LONG and BORING day at school. well, it wasn't too boring, cos i FINALLY told sherlene. and she was happy for me lahh. ((:

YAY.

why do you keep popping up everywhere? whenever i turn around, or i just look around, i instantly see YOU. argh. ((:

today was full of talks, and it was UBER boring. i almost fell asleep. ahaha. and then we had OG session, and it was very fun! one of our seniors kept on confusing us all with all the wrong info, then we SABOEd him back, by saying he liked barbie dolls! AHH, funny. then he said the wrong info ( thanks to me) and he had to do forfeit, but in the end, no time, cos had to go for talks. )):

WE'LL BE BACKK.

yst's OG session rocked too, our OGLS are rocking right now. WHEEE.

I blogged now cos at night, will be doing homework and will have dance. )): i DON'T like.

SAY HI!

secret.

2006-01-04T03:48:00.000-08:00

OH MY GOD GOD GOD.

finally! i am now able to blog after AGES. suffering from blog withdrawal ever since the connection was cut off. shows how addicted i was to the net. AHH.

but all is well now. ((:

school has started, and so much stuff have been going on, that i'm in a flurry of excitement. YAY.
school ROCKS, but with all the lectures, its a bit tiring. but still have been going strong. the first week's full of talks, and intro to new subjects like MI, economics, and etc. got arts appreciation too. WOAHH.

cant wait for next week, where we start to play games! whee.

BUT RIGHT NOW, im very very excited about something.

cant wait for school to REALLY start.

i hopee.

2006-01-01T06:06:00.000-08:00

hello hello.

its officially 2006, and i'm feeling rotten already. i just cant wait for school to start. the computer at my place is spoilt, so i wouldn't be able to access or update my blog until i get my LAPTOP. whee. ((: i'm getting it on the third, and i can't wait.

but right now, i'm very pissed.

FUCK YOU bitch. i hate you like crap. you don't deserve it lah. when we show you anything, you think we're boasting. OH PLEASE. like you're so great. you did that right in front of my nose, and you were acting so freaking nonchalant. UGH. i hate you lahh. you always disappoint everyone, yet you get whatever you want. i'm sick of you and your demanding attitude. i have something you dont have, but if i say it here, you won't understand. its not tangible, and all you want are materialistic things. shut your piehole. i tell you, you'll soon realise that what you have is worthless, and you'll suffer soon. and stop thinking so high and mighty, and peeping into our things when you forbids us from looking into yours. you'll soon realise your mistake, and stop putting down others since theyre materialistic, when you yourself are materialistic.

ahh, thats much better. i feel a WHOLE lot better. ((:

BYEE.

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

2005-12-31T03:04:00.000-08:00

god.
It just sounds too good to be true: in a few hours, it'll be 2006.
a brand new chapter, full of excitement. ((:

YAY!

this will obviously be my last post for 2005, and i want it to be meaningful: so i shall put in my new year's resolutions.

2006-MY RESOLUTIONS
*to STOP biting my nails( a failed attempt for the past years)
*t0 be TOP 5 in class, and work my butt off.
*to try to be taller, and perhaps lose a few kilos. ((:
*to be a good daughter, and a wonderful(hopefully) sister.

thats it. my final post for 2005. i've worked hard, and i'm being repaid: i've been awarded an edusave scholarship. guess what's the prize? $300!

this has been my best year, and i'm sad its going to end.

HAPPY NEW YEAR.

2005-12-30T00:19:00.000-08:00

WOW!

i can't believe it. in another 48 hours, it'll be a brand new year: 2006.

i'm so excited, i can't wait, and yet, another part of me's dreading it, knowing that i have to face new challenges, overcome numerous obstacles, start afreash in a new school, and a new chapter as well. but i know i'll get through it; just like every other year. (:

TIME TO REFLECT.

2005 has been SWEET and rewarding, with its dose of trouble too. but i've overcome it, and i'm proud of what i have achieved. i started this year determined to do well and get into triple science, and i knew that i had to work all by myself, independantly, as ara was having psle this year. i studied myself in sec one too, but there was the occasional help from mom and dad.

i had my close friends by my side, as well as my family. my friends, THANK YOU for always being there, especially when i had some tough times. my family was ALWAYS there for me, through thick or thin. they motivated me, pushed me, and showered me with endless love....and NAGGING. but what would parents be without nagging? ((:

i'm satisfied with this year, i must say i have achieved wht i set out to do, but better. for the first time in my two years at cedar, i gained the opportunity to be a leader for my section in the choir, i've gotten the chance to be the monitress for my class (yay) and i've gotten so many more opportunities. i thank everyone who has allowed me to achieve what i could, allowing me to express myself.

i'm going to work my butt off in 2006 as well, and i won't forget all the special friendships i've created in 2004 and 2005. i won't forget my teachers, and everyone else who's helped me in one way or another, making this year special.

THANK YOU.

2005-12-29T00:26:00.000-08:00

DANCE DANCE.

i love this song.

and i dont feel like blogging.

2 MORE DAYS TO THE NEW YEAR.

2005-12-27T18:03:00.000-08:00

GOOD MORNING.

i just watched oprah, my morning dose of tv. (:
yst was a bit boring, i slept in the afternoon, and in the evening i went shopping with my dad and bro. got a new watch. my laptop's coming on the 3RD! oh yay.

thing is, the new year's already coming and i want to reflect on this year, you know?

so i shall do that tomorrow. YAY.

ok bye.

happy birthday mom.

2005-12-26T07:06:00.000-08:00

today's my mum's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY! love you lots. ((:

today i went jogging (ugh) in the morning, and was so tired. then watched tv for the whole afternoon, my brother's friend came over, and they played while i lazed around. i love the movie 'baby's day out'. the baby's ADORABLE. (X

we went to temple, no weird happenings this time, and then we went riverwalk, where they serve the best tandoori. YUM OH YUM.

ahh, today was boring. can't wait for the new year.

then i can throw it back in your face. HAHA.

2005-12-24T19:52:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS YALL!

may this christmas be full of laughter and joy!

((:

i've learnt it the hard way.

2005-12-24T06:26:00.000-08:00

hey.

today was a tiring day. we spent the whole morning and afternoon shopping for ara's new uni and books, and my uni as well. we went to bishan to go to his school and buy the books, then we went to orchard to bibi and baba to buy his uniform. i think the whole of singapore decided to buy their uniform on that day as well, cos it was PACKED LIKE CRAZY.whew. i felt a bit claustrophobic, but i was okay soon after that. then we went to far east there to wait for dad to pick us up, but he lost his way, si we waited for 40 minutes. eventually we crossed the overhead bridge to far east plaza and met my dad there. then we went home, and after we dropped off what we hadbought, and went for lunch at my grandmother's.

in the evening we went to the temple, where we prayed to god and thanked him for blessing us for such good luck. then something weird happened. i was standing near the stand with the elastic thingy, and my shawl was all the way behind. but suddenly after i prayed, the thing had gotten snagged. i was stunned, cos i never went that near. then my parents said that god liked me, and i was like, yeah, yeah. but it was a bit weird anyway.

but today, i learnt something. materialism is evil. many of us have been asking, asking for things, but we dont realise how little value it has. my mum told me today something, because of an event that really hurt me. my brother stood up for me today anyway, and i was so proud of him. ((:

i just realised that i actually care what people think of me, and what they think of my materials. i should stop that, and not bother about what they say. i know a person who's always saying negative things about me, hurting me, and my mom says its because --- jealous. the person doesnt have it, so it has no value anymore. what do i have to say to her?

GO TO HELL. i'm sick of caring about what you say, and next time, i'll act like you. i work hard for what i get, and i'm always satisfied. i'm not materialistic like you. you want ----things, and i'm pissed about it. you never realise the situation you are in, how somebody whom you dont really like tries to tell you that it cant be obtained, but all you think is about brands, brands, brands. i told my mum yst that if its too expensive, i dont want it- it's not important, although i would love to have it. what's important is that i have what's important to me.

i never asked for a laptop, my dad volunteered. if its too expensive, then i definitely don't need it. i can get it next time. beacuse its not important for me. my family's not rich, so i don't need things that are too out of the way for me. it'll just be on my wishlist till i get it.

why can't you think like that?

but you never will, will you?

stop thinking about yourself, and for once, think about those close to you, as they try to knock some sense to you, and bring you back to reality.

life's not fair, and you have to work hard to get what you want.

THINK.

SLOUCH.

2005-12-22T23:25:00.000-08:00

today's so BORING i'm actually falling asleep. whats wrong? the holidays, thats what's wrong. ugh. sheesh, i've give anything to be in school. i'm bored out of my wits, there's nothing to do-nada, zilch, zip. -.-

blech. and the tv's got nothing nice, i've checked out every website known to man-or at least, to me. i can't wait for sunday, when its CHRISTMAS.thing is, i can only open my christmas presents on midnight on JAN 1 2006. freaking crap. i'm thinking what im gg to do on xmas.

i'm bored of blogging.

see ya.

2005-12-21T23:53:00.000-08:00

he got into RI.

yay, and nicole won ANTM cycle 5.

am going jumbos later, but am having SPLITIING headache.

ouch. )):

please let me HAVE IT!

what to get my mother?

LETS SEE.

2005-12-21T17:28:00.000-08:00

hey. am bored right now, since i can't watch oprah. )): so have decided to use the computer. i like that cute picture, and since i cant put up a pic of my phone, ive put up another! yay. i like this one better. ((:

i didnt exactly run at 6am today, but i ran at 7. i was SO tired, and since i ran with my dad, i almost died. UGH. this is why i often run on my own. and i wanted to write this down, so here i am blogging. thankfully, my hair's still as flat as ever, and its lessened considerably. but who's complaining? not me, for sure.

i watched america's next top model yst, and now i think i'm an idiot to have missed out on the previous seasons. god, am reading the final episodes of the current season. i'm desperate to know the winner. i'm a party pooper. ((: i cant beleieve nicole's in the fianl two! oh no. isnt she the complaining one? and i wonder what happened tot the plus-sized model, i think it was super brave of her to strut her stuff. okay, shall blog at night, if i have anything to say.

3 more days to xmas. ((:

a few more hours till my bro knows what shcool he's going to.

RI, RI, RI. please.

my new phone.

2005-12-21T05:39:00.000-08:00

i got my new phone! YAY. its really nice! and its even got a game involving DAVID BECKHAM! oh yay ((:
course, that means if that i got my phone, my bro got his too, and now, he's smsing the whole world about it, and he's calling up his friends. PLEASE. he'll be seeing them tml anyway! whats the hurry? OH RIGHHT. he wants to BRAG. blechh. :(( he's showing me how its got colour tones, blah, blah. PFFT. he's getting his choice of school tml, and we're all hoping its RI.

i might not be getting my ipod after all, since my phone already has a mp3. F----crap. UGH, UGH, UGH. wth? my mom says i can use the mps in my phone. HELLO? im though i'm not allowed to dl songs? freak. and my mom sayd my dad said no, as i'm already getting my laptop, which is SUPER OLD, i bet. um, if i rmb, my bro's getting a psp, and a xbox 360, but thats okay? only i cant get an ipod? WTH, WTH,WTF.

i'm really pissed, i tell you. and i cant put a pic of phone in here, dammit.

and now, to irate me even further, my brother's playing his SUPER COOL ringtones. -rolls eyes-

STOP IT, I TELL YOU, BEFORE I THROW IT OUT THE WINDOW.

i have to wake up at 6 tml to jog. UGH.

why me?

REBONDED.

2005-12-20T05:41:00.000-08:00

my hair is STRAIGHT. again. just rebonded it. spent 5 painful, hair-wrenching hours, and now, its FLAT. yay.
getting my new phone tml! or thats what my dad says. if i get it tml, i shall take a pic of it, and put it here yea? ahah. :))

i complained to mum about that pig, and his stupid attitude. i'm sick of him, URGH.athai asked me about my ipod today, think i am getting nano. YAY. happy happy me. as for my laptop, i'm PISSED. i want MY OWN, YA HEAR? i dont want to share with anybody, and im not excited about it, alrd. im getting an old one, i think, while he walks away with the COMPUTER.

i hate him, i really do. :((

CSI.

btw, jay won project runway, and can u believe that evil wendy is the third? BLECH. :(( kara is 2nd, but she shld win. go KARA.

YAY.

2005-12-18T20:19:00.000-08:00

I'M GETTING A LAPTOP!

oh yay, oh yay, oh yay. ((: i'm exhilirated, and also, for christams, i'm getting an IPOD! oh wow. next year, i'm also getting my new phone. looks all my wishes have come true, whee! gosh. i can't believe it. this year's been so rewarding, yea? i'm really glad. :)

came back from COLD, COLD genting on fri night, and it was FUNN. i love roller coasters there, as well as the space shot. i tried out the flying coaster! it ROCKED. i went twice, but each turn costs 10 rm, so yea. couldnt go too many times. i only went with my family, and it turned out to be SOO FUN. really. we spent all the time together, and we went bowling and archery as well. i ENVY my mother. she tried out bowling for the very first time, and she got 2 strikes! like wth. hmph. hmph. but it was really fun, lahh. we were laughing all the time at every gutter ball each one of us made, and i BEAT MY DAD!! oh yay. i was so deliriously happy. archery was okay, i'm already so bad, so i can't get any worse. i think its a bit painful for me, especiall my fingers. i tried go-karting at the theme park, SO EASY, an thankfully, no accidents. whew.

thats for geting. yst, my cousins came over, after we hiked for 2 hours. i went for tennis before that, and im PROMOTED! yay! my coach said next year, i'll be in that class alrd, since the sessions are over for the year. SAD SAD. i love tennis, yst's class ROCKED. i lost as a team, but when i played as a member against my bro, i WON. the my coach laughed, saying that the evil boy lost, beaten by the evil sis, and i chased him ard with my tennis racket. all the guys form the other class and the girls in my class were watching, and we were all laughing. next year, i'll be in an ALL-BOYS class, with the exception of me. OH DEAR. hopefully i can play well. ((:

when my cousins came over yst, we had so much fun. the younger ones went swimming, including my bro and my cousin bro. then they threw the soccer ball at me and jaysh, and we were screaming, cos the ball's WET. and it hit us, and then me and jaysh grabbed the ball, and we ran into the palyroom, where the guys tried to take it.then we ran into the girls toilet, and my 6 yr old cousin came into it! he's a boy, btw. and we were screaming.and we hid so well in the sauna that when arch came to look, she couldnt find us. jaysh and i were lauging like crap, then we threw the ball back at them, and ran ard for a while. then we went back to the house, and we use the com to take a few tests, like this.

Your Musical Tastes Match: Jennifer Garner

See her whole playlist here (iTunes required)

What'>http://www.blogthings.com/whatcelebritymatchesyourtasteinmusicquiz/">What Celebrity Matches Your Taste in Music?

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom
What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

What'>What'http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolorshouldyoureyesbequiz/">What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

Your 2005 Song Is

Hollaback Girl by Gwen Stefani
"This shit is bananas B-A-N-A-N-A-S)"
For you, 2005 was the Best Year Ever.

What'>What'<http://www.blogthings.com/whathitsongof2005areyouquiz/">What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

haha. it really rocks, i tell you, we were so addicted to it, and we were trying all the quizzes. wow. then the guys wanted to use the com, so we retreated to my room, and we talked PERSONAL, and we were laughing. it really was fun.

cant wait for christmas, and next year, for school. MY LIFE ROCKS. ((:

BACK.

2005-12-10T05:11:00.000-08:00

HEY HEY!

god this week rocked like hell. i had so MUCH fun, i was at the chalet from last sat to thurs, then on fri i went out with my 06ip03 mates.

i has two chalets lahh, so that means that i went escape TWICE! whee. both with SUPER MEMORABLE times. i finally sat on revolution with my cousin and my bro and it was SUPER fun. whee. haha. and i sat again with joleen on wed, but immediately after my ride, they closed the thing. wow, we are SUPER lucky lahh! the thign we were sittin on was very JERKY, and once we went up, the thing actually went upside down! it was fun, but we couldnt help noticing that the thing was very jerky-jerkier than before. but after that, i went viking, and i was REALLY scared that i might puke, but you know what? i was screaming with the rest of us 2M-ians! and we were screaming and showing our ULTIMATE lung power, then when we went again, we even shouted '2M 05!' we rock lahh. ((:

then we went for the wild and wet, i went woth jaime and joleen. the slide looked postively high, so i was a bit freaked, being the chicken i am.but when i went, it ROCKED! i was so excited i went again with shuyin, and we were positively drenched. i went for go-kart after that, but that didnt go too well, made a FOOL out of myself. i didnt even press the brake and my head was spinning, and i was jumping up and down on my seat when i was going down. then EVIL me sammed into poor shu ying, and i felt so embarrassed. what added salt to the injury was me knocking down all the cones, and the guy there was like "PRESS THE BRAKE!" I was super embarrassed. shall think twice next time. then we went for bmper cars, they all targeted lil old me. sniff. (: then we went haunted hse, which i think was super funny. there we were inside, watching the video, then this guy behind me just started roaring. i jumped, and i started screaming, and that darn guy didnt stop, he was after me. argh. then joleen patted his head, and he roared at me. i was screaming" i didnt do it! its her, you! dont shout at me lah!" and it was hilarious. but we were all scared then, so we werent laughing.

then fad lost her earring, so the guys act help us find. walau. then we went back in, and we were laughing, and it was real fun.

class chalet rocked.

on fri, i met sherlene first, we went out for lunch, and we were laughing so hard. (: then nush and aud and cheryl called us, they were lost! haha. then we went searching for them, and we got lost. finally, by PURE coincidence, we found them. FUN. then we went novena cos we realized that the shop we were looking for wasnt in bugis, but in aljunied. BLOOPER. then we were window shopping and cracking jokes and talking about cca, and nush went CRAZY about sheep. she even bought one, and it was real cute. then sherlene said we shld go for tea, which was ben and jerrys ice cream. i tried all the oher falvours, and we were all eating one aothers. ahaha. then cheryl took pic of all the ice cream with the cute wafer and all, and it was so cute! then we saw a bob the builder show. we started singing the song, and i think we were quite loud. we actually organised this for the class tee, but you know us girls! ahah. we only found one shop. OOPS.

anyway, we had fun, and we all cat wait for nxt year.

06ip03 rocks, yea?

this week rocks. ((:

confessions

2005-12-01T04:41:00.000-08:00

WOWEE.

after so LONG, i'm finally posting. whoosh. and not to mention, i've changed my skin. i was getitng sick of the skin anyway, so i changed it. looks better. changed the song too, to lindsay's confessions. i REALLY like the song. :)) although its quite sad.

okay, i have to do this as quick as i can, cos i need to go down and play tennis with my bro. WHY? my father's developed a fetish for playing tennis as many times as possible, and my brother's going with it. mann. but i like tennis, so its okay. :D at least its not anything drastic.

i came back from jaysh's house, stayed there for 3 days. man, i watched quite a number of movies, and i must say that the movie 'closer' is SUPER VULGAR. haha. everywhere its that F-word, and wow, its used so many times. quite okay lahh, and i also watched others. but have no time to explain all of it now.

thing is, i'm going to watch 'A Twist Of Fate' tml with my cousins, jaysh and pravin. along with ara and mum. can't wait, heard its pretty good, so yeah. then, the next day, i'm off to laze around at the chalet, and then on sunday, i'll be going back to the chalet again. on monday is dad's bday, and HAVENT GOTTEN HIM a present yet. hopefully, we can get a lettter soon enough. then on tues is the class chalet, which i'm SUPER excited.

so you can say that its a pretty exciting weekend and week. hope it shapes up well. and, with this, i'm OFF.

to whack some balls. TENNIS BALLS.

DOH -.-

2005-11-14T03:39:00.000-08:00

HEYHO.

okay, today i won't be doing a shout-out cos' i'm really tired. i jogged today, a LONG distance, and i'm BEAT. i'm still counting the minutes till my dad comes and we have to go jogging. AGAIN. sheesh. -.-

anyway, my cousin's over here, and with my brother, they DESTROY my house. i'm all decked out in my gear to stop them, but so far, it's a FRIGGIN futile effort. there's nothing much for me to say really, except that i have been PIGGING out lately, and i'm feeling like a PIG. oink.

i woke up super late today, and i just ate and ate and ate. its soo BORING out here, and i want to go back to school. i'm so excited about ip next year, but at the same time, i don't want to leave my friends. i'll really miss them. but right now, i have more pressing matters, like my textbooks. i can't get my philosophy books! NONONO. :(( they told me to check out kinokuniya, and i did. i though i was kiasu, but no i'm not. the books are OUT OF STOCK. people are already one step ahead of me. i mea, WHO reads this type of books? except for OLD people, yeah, i understand. i was thinking maybe i should buy the dummies' guide to philosophy, but i'm WAY dumber than that. i DIDN'T understand a worrd.can you believe this? hmph. so, feeling downtrodden, i went home, and the next day, my mum got me one of the books from her office. i looked through it, andi HAD to sit down. it's too COMPLEX. and i know that the texts are recommended, but still. it doesn't hurt to just have them so that i can read throguh and start early, right? i also bought all my other textbooks, and i waas ready to start, but i'm a LAZY SLOB. i can't bother. not just yet. but i know i'll have to-SOON. blech.

at least the subjects are INTERESTING.

WHEE.

2005-11-10T23:19:00.000-08:00

hi hi.

todayy we went yakult factory, and it was so YAKULTY. okayy, that doesnt make sense, but we only had the chance to try one sample, and knowing me, i finished it in a few seconds. wahaha. :)) then we went to the process making section, and we saw all those cute bottles. it was kinda okayy lahh. i bought a pavk of yakult, and after drinking two bottles, i'm having a stomach ache. WHEE.

but i'm a bit SAD lahh. today was the last session for choir, and GUESS WHAT? li'l ol' me MISSED it cos of the yakult trip. so sad. im not going for choir anymore, and today there was the party. SIGH. life is unfair. HMPH.

anyway, here's my shout out:

WEITING. okayy, this monkey is so naughty, but she's been such a SWEET friend to me. :)) i've known her for 2 years, and although it has been a rocky ride, we're now CLOSER than ever. all i want to sayy to you is THANKK YOU! for all the things you've done for me as a good friend. you've been there during tough times, and also during happy happy times. yayy. ahaha. weiting also ROCKS as a ce rep btw, and i'm so proud of herr. sniff. X)

i want to thank you for being so wonderful. i hope that i've made you laugh, and that i have made you smilee! haha. thanks for allowing me to trust you for that thing, although its fizzed out already. hehe. I hope i've been a wonderful friend to you, and that you'll do well in whatever you undertake. you MUST MUST MUST keep in touch k? OR ELSE. haha. love ya. :))

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thank youu

2005-11-09T23:11:00.000-08:00

okayy. here's another pic of my DEAR friends from 2M. you guys ROCK.

i've gotten over my SCREWED up blog. mann. this sucks. anyway, here's my shout-out:

Yen Pin! okay. i know that you'll most probably NOT read this, but it still doesn't hurt to write right? haha. you've ALWAYS been there for me, through thick and thin, and you're a SMART ASS. argh. i'm envious. haha. :)) thanks for being my greatest greatest friend, and you Rock. I'm not sure how we became close like crap, but you know thelittle pressies you gave me towards the end of the year?they're still in my room. especially my DEAR beckham air freshener. ahaha. and the postcards you wrote me? all treausred and kept in EXCELLENT condition. you're always helping me with my homework, and sometimes, when i don't understand some stuff, you always give me a helping hand! even though you explain to me a HUNDRED times, and i still don't get it. hehe. i also remember other SPECIAL moments, even though they're small and maybe insignificant. like that time i was crying because of the incident involving me, u and wt? and you actually went and told her about how i was feeling and why? i though that was so SWEET of youu! i was real happy. you've stood up for me in so many many ways, that i can't list them all down. thats how WONDERFUL you are as a friend.

going to the smart ass part, you are so CLEVER! like what the hell. haha. i knew that you WOULD be in the triple science stream, and i'm DELIGHTED for you! i just know that you'll do SO WELL, and that you will achieve your dream of going to RJC. and even if you don't (which i know won't happen) you must come to NJC! then i can see you again. YAY. ahaha.

i want to end this note by saying that in these 2 years, we've had a great friendship, and i'll always treasure the memories, and the good times we've hd together. thanks for being my BEST friend! i hope that i've been a wonderful friend to you, and i wish you ALL THE BEST! i wwish you were reading this. :(
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i MISSED oprah again, but this time, i woke up at 9.30. i forgot that oprah was at 9, i though it was at 8, so i was pissed when i realised my blunder. i slept at 12.30 am this morning after watching one tree hill, which is REAL GOOD. i guess prasanthi has influenced me, she being a fanatic of the show and all. its really good lah. hmm. maybe i shall stay up late today.

just went cycling, and my BUTT is killing me. the cycle seat was friggin' hard, and since i've been riding the bike yst (twice) and today (once), my butt's gotta hurt right? i was wincing the whole way mann. i think people were staring at me. URGH.

i caught oprah today at 1 pm, which i think is one of the best eps so far. :)) there's this guy who REALLY caught amnesia! it was so COOL. it was 3 days after he had gotten married, and he was just POOF! who am i? haha. oprah asked really hilarious qns, which cannot be asked here. and the last part was so sad that i almost cried. its this thing where this father's son is a vegetable, and he's about 20+ now. its really sad cos' he cant walk, talk or anything, but the father didnt give up on him. then they got him this talking machine. there was an interview with the father on anohter show, and BOTH the father and the reporter cried! and the boy has also gotten a degree in special ed, and you know whats mORE? the boy asked his dad to run marathons and trialthons with him ever since the boy was12. and they've run more than 200 trialthons! god. its really good. but the last part was the bestest bestest part. the boy gave a msge to his dad, thanking him, and saying that hes been the best dad ever. then he said : dad, you are the wind beneath my wings. then he outstretched his hands! it was so sad, and the dad was crying already. i tell youu, oprah rocks.

okayy, now my fingers ache.

bye. :))

SCREWED

2005-11-09T02:27:00.001-08:00

DARN IT.

my blog's screwed.

SHIT.

mann.

WHEW.

2005-11-08T23:11:00.000-08:00

YAY!

our ip class tee is fianlly done..and it rocks! LJ's sending the email to all the members of our class, and im going to find the available prices and the sizes. i was going to do it today, but i couldn't-was supposed to go with weiting, but she couldn't make it. Nevermind! i'll go another day. :))

i missed oprah todayy cos i woke up SUPER LATE: how does 10.30 am sound? but you cant blame me, i only slept at 12 am. i am now officially a COMPUTER potato. i just invented that one. Yay. when i had doen all my chores, i went online, and chatted with a few pple, then i decided that i should get my sorry bum off the chair and go jogging. so thats what i did.

and here i am, back after jogging. i was SUPER tired, and i went to Sauna to burn off a few calories. i've been influenced by natalie and her calorie talk. MAN.

i am also officially an ORANGE. all i ate today were oranges! theyre good to eat especially afte a good jog, and i cant stop eating them. i'm not going to eat anything but Oranges. wonder how many calories there are in it. HMM.

the matter's finally resolved, we talked yesterday. it was kinda stiff and uncomfy, and i was apologising, and the thing was in great thought. i feel like an idiot for what i did yst, maybe ts not right. maybe what they said were right. i am PARANOID. geez.

since the year's going to end, i'm going to start to thank all my friends. but not today. in my next post, i'll start thanking all my PALS. yaay. i miss you guys. Happy hols. :))

bye.

damnn.

2005-11-08T02:25:00.000-08:00

today was a mundane, average day. with doses of good stuff, and well, bad stuff. more bad stuff. :((

the good stuff was that i didnt miss OPRAH today! haha. and there were so many nice gowns of hers on sale for the charity. and there was this auction. but thats not it. i am OFFICALLY a MTV fan, from today onwards.
the shows were all so cool! and i even entered this harry potter contest, where, if we win, we get to go to the set of the next movie! whopee. but my chances are like ONE IN A MILLION...so forget it. :) at least i tried! i wached the nick cannon show which was HILARIOUS, then i watched punk'd, then i watched my fav: WHATEVER THINGS.

it was freaking funny! edison chen was COOOL. and like his accent. :)) so AMERICAN.

wooh!

then all the fun stopped. BAM.

i heard from sum-sum that somebody was a bit unhappy . HELLO? i cant possibly----the whole world. but i still feel very badd.

oh well. pple tell me to forget about it, but i cant. its really hurting for me to hear such things, you know. why must i ------everybody in the world? i'm PISSED. at least i know where -----------------------are. GOD.

anyway, my ip class blog is DONE! and it looks great. all thanks to jaime. thank you! and sorry for bothering u abt the skin. now, off to tell everybody about the blog and to link them! :))

and thats all. i have to say. bye. :))

murruku! and RESULTS.

2005-11-07T03:15:00.000-08:00

hi.

today was really BUSY and fun. i had a good time today, many pple came over to my house. but you know, i had to pick them up at newton, so i took 171 and then, when i brought them back, i took 171. again. then, when i was bringing them back to newton so that they could go home, i took 171, and to return home, i took 171. GEEZ. talk about coincidence.

they ate briyani and chicken curry, as well as fried chicken (catered by my maid :) ), and they also ate the murukku, poppadum, and all the other treats like kueh bangkit, cornflakes, pineapple tarts, choc almond cookies, and sugee cookies, as well as marmar carries. then they drank lots too, and there was no more ice left! ahaha.

we also played games, and watched tv, multi tasking. and then the bad part came. the STREAMING RESULTS WERE OUT!!

Everybody was freaking nervous, even i was! and most them got into their desired stream, like yen pin, nat, jo, seon, and more. i was really HAPPY for them! i'm so sweet. x))

then we played GAME OF LIFE, and we watched MTV. after that, they saw my nj uniform, talked in my room for a while, then went home. it was FUNN.

will do it again. YAY.

also, how come no one's reviewing my fanfic? something's going on. HMM.

thank youu

2005-11-06T07:38:00.000-08:00

my my my!

woahh, so many tags. thank you, my 2mians! hahaha.

sigh...will miss my friends, and i need to thank them again. THANK YOU GUYS!

also, i wish i could tell you something, really secret, but pple READ this blog, and only the monkey knows.

Monkey, don't you DARE tell! you know who you are.

I'LL MISS YOU GUYS!

2m and 06ip03 rocks! SMILE! more pics in other posts!

WOOTS.

being unrealistic DOES NOT help.

2005-10-24T07:20:00.000-07:00

hi.

god, today was HORRIBLE. especially the later part. urgh.

first, we had to go for swimming training, and i didn't really want to go. tried to come uo with an excuse that it was going to rain, but the blasted sky didn't listen to me. fine. then wasted $5 as we took a cab to the swimming complex, and guess what? IT STARTED RAINING. HMPH!

But i was fine with that. then my bro got mad, and started asking if i liked that person. i was like ARE YOU OUT OF YOUR MIND?gosh. he's spoilt my mood man. which was already horrible to start with.

then, we came back, and my mom told me that she bought me SIMS 2. i was delighted...until i found out it was PIRATED. WOW. and when i asked her about it, she said that it was so expensive, cos it was 20 bucks. WOW. and remind me how much she paid for ara's game? oh thats right. 5O STINKING bucks. pfft. what justice.

we baked cookies yst. i didnt eat luch cos i had to go for theory class, and i was hungry, cos the class was 2 hours. when i went to bake, my mum scolded me for taking the cookies. give me a break, pple. I WAS HUNGRY!

i tell you, this has been horrid. school's going to be out soon, and i'll never see my friends till 6th dec. gosh, i will miss them.

am tired. will go now.

WHOOSH.

and chapter 13 is up. pls read and review. thanks.

12 chapters, and a perfectly good tv!

2005-10-22T07:11:00.000-07:00

heya.

okay, right now, weiting and lynette are reading my 12th chapter, which i let them read even before its in my story. im SO SWEET. yaay!

63 bloody reviews! am i lucky or what? woohoo, woohoo. i'm doing a victory dance right now. YAY! i have done 12th chapter, but took quite long cos MY TV IS WORKING! yup.YAY. and i had to watch it. ohh, yeah.

ok, wat else to say? hmm. tennis tml and i will see jasmin for the LAST TIME. that is, until december. sob. we loved bullying the coach, especially since he looks like an egg. used to be an all girls class, but now there's one boy. bloody good. but i managd to beat him. yaay. but was thrashed by his brother. hmph. well, he's in the advanced class.

coach says i will be the next promoted to the next class. but will have to wait till a new member joins. will be sad when i have to leave. will miss my pals. sob.

okay, i need to go watch Kenan and Kel. the show that my mum HATES. but she's not here, so HEH HEH.

ok, gtg now. oh, and btw, here's the link to my story. and pple who read it, REVIEW!!!!!

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/2622599/1/

READ PPLE.

ARGH. OH SHIT

2005-10-20T18:32:00.000-07:00

ARGH! I FORGOT TO BLOG YESTERDAY!

oops. hehe. sorry. i was busy writing my chapter for my story at fanfic, so i only finished at 10+pm, so had to sleep.

darn it.

hey, guess where i am? i am at home! Today's there's actually school, but didn't go. not really feeling well, lah. besides, gives me more time to update my stories! haha.

34 reviews! yaay. although i wanted 35. oh well. i've now set my targets to 40. hopefully i can reach that very quickly.

its 9.35 am right now, and im in my brother's room. my brother's still asleep, and he's talking to himself in his sleep. the last thing he just said was something about a farm. oh, gosh darn him. haha.

just calculated my avge mark for sa2. its an A2, 73.43. quite satisfied, but im scared my other results will pull me down. argh. have to go for njc canoeing tryouts on wed, or sthing like that. most prob going, but only if trudy and xuemin are going. after all, they also put their name down. yaay.

hmm. wonder whats going on in schl right now. and guess what? the tv repairman's coming today!squeal. finally can watch tv. but i think i will still be using the com. have to finish my story lah.

i just did chapter 9 yst. even my classmates said it was quie good! yaay. i am HAPPY. woohoo!

ok, have to go. have to write my next chapter. so adios! :)

Of tears and reviews

2005-10-18T21:45:00.000-07:00

heyy.

today, i feel as if im in power. so i have put this pic. i got back my math and my history results today. quite well done, i must say. Both A1. yay. also, i got 12 reviews for my fanfic!! oh gosh. im exhilirated! whopee. but many of my friends cried when they got their exam papers today, and i wanted very badly to console them. but oh well. i did. its hard being under pressure for them, and i sympathise. my parents were like that too, but now, i take my own matters into my own hands now.

right now, my parents arent at home, my brother's performing at some temple, but i can't go.even though i want to. hmm. shall try to put a pic of my bro. Let's see.ok. its up there. my bro's the shortest, and the weird one. but this was last yr. oh well. thats my bro, my cos, me, my cos. in malaysia. we are really close, i tell you. my grl cos. taking Os this year. all the best to her. i miss her. sniff.

okay, i am seriously maple deprived righ now. ARGH. the cd nat gave me aint working either. Damn this horrid life! well, actually, it aint horrid. writing chapter 7 of Fanfic right now. i want more reviews!!! and i want to know wat a flame review is. but i don't want it. all the reviews ive gotte are really good. one evn offered me to write a story with her! yaay. this is goo-ood. i want more REVIEWS!

since almost everything's over now, i don't fell like going to schl tml. i would rather stay at home, and write fanfic, i way behind, shitty shit. ok, have to go.

adios, and CARPE DIEM!

wish i could :]

another day, in my life.

2005-10-18T18:40:00.000-07:00

hello.

today's an ok day. got my sci, lit and geog results. got A for sci(yay!) and geog, and got a B4 for lit. am Very disappointed for lit cos i got an A for my CA. argh. but overall, am quite satisfied. getting maths and history tml. ARGH!

today was also a good day. played uno at schl, was fun. didnt go for choir, though. hmm. maybe should have gone. but the best part was : i GOT 3 REVIEWS FOR MY FANFIC!!! hallelujah. i only posted it yst, but i didnt expect anyone to read it. have just posted my 3rd and 4th chapter today, and will post my 5th and 6th chapoter tml. yaay.

today was that LTC thingy. hmm. now i feel sad cos i can't go. drats. oh well. i can hear about it from my frens tml. maybe it was fun. i wish i could have gone.

am playing neopets now. i am leading such a sad life. got the nj letter yst, said sthing abt having dinner under the stars. whoppee. i hope its fun. can't wait for my transition to a new schl, and a new life. but i will definitely miss my frineds in cedar, and even my class and the choir. heck, i think i will even miss the tchrs. its been 2 good yrs.

school's already going to end anyway.

having chalet thingy on 6-8 december. can't wait. although thats 2 months away. boo.

ok, have run out of things to say. all thats left to say is: READ MY FANFIC!!

its called: The Precious Moments Of Time.

yup. thats all.

adios. :)

life.

2005-10-17T06:33:00.000-07:00

heyho!

so long since i updated...hehe.
okay, its a monday night, and just got back results for eng and mt. shudder. wasnt too bad though. a1 for eng and b3 for mt. hooray.

anyway, im playing neopets (ARGH!)and would you believe it? im getting freaked out by the soundtrack of one of the games.....there's a weird laugh coming from it. ew.

ahh, cant believe will be going to nj next year, and no more in cedar. hmph. but its my dream, and im going to WORK HARD!!!

yeesh. im weird.

sigh....wish the tv's working.... but it aint..thks to my dad.
oh that reminds me!
today eveing when my mum and i had just reached home as she drove me home, we were on the lift, and we were chatting when the lift stopped at the first floor. when it opened, my dad was there, and he said 'BOO!'
My mum and i screamed (i mean it!) and we were all laughing.....haha. it was good.

and there's sth bad too. my mum's holding talks in schl to parents abt speaking in a 'love langiuage' to their daughters. hee. the only thing she says to me is 'DON'T DISTURB ME!' Haha.

but i still love her.

no.comment.

2005-01-22T18:57:00.000-08:00

im really pissed.
sniff.
this year hasnt strted in a gd way.
my bro gets everything that i want to get, and u noe wats th best part?
he doesnt even work for it!
my parents think he's studying all the time, and he gets all the credit.
oh, boy.
are they WRONG! :(
i hate my bro.
if only i was a witch...........
i could make a voodoo doll of him.
ahhh.
thats good.
pokey pokey poke!!!!!!!
yay.
im feeling better already.
sniff.

chocolate....................oh where are you?

2004-12-28T22:16:00.000-08:00

heyy.
ok, i noe that i havent blogged for a million light years, and im being asked to by cos jaysh.
vulgar one, she is.
but, sweeet.
aint i nice.
anyway, christmas is over. new yr cuming. boohoo.
im going to be a dead duck. have to study, and rack my brains off. started a bowling course.
it ended. mite be taking bowling lessons next year.yum.
am in the mood for chocolate.
sthing bad happened yesterday.
dun wanna tell.
i need choclate.
they come up with superman, batman and all the crap.
why not chocolaate man???
*choco*

SiGh.........if im happy then im sad?

2004-11-17T07:01:00.000-08:00

heyy..
lame happy mood is finally over.
im back to my cold, dark balck mood.
thats it.
the last straw.
i cant takeit anymore.
im BORED!!!!! I SICK and tired of moping around.
i wanna go out of singapore.
singapore lost to japan today.
just as expected.
what a lousy country.
im really glum.
vant put my finger to it.
sorry.
but today, thers no silver lining in a dark cloud.
me sleepy.

cRaPpOlA

2004-11-15T03:04:00.000-08:00

heyyy...................
im in my coousins house rite now.
she is rite beside me, shaking her head, muttering to herself that she is very honoured.
its obvious that she's NUTS. i mean, she obviously didnt inherit any similar genes.
nvm.shall not waste space.
obvious that my happy mood swing hasnt ended. u can see it from the txt.
ouch. my eyes still hurt.
damn.
i watched bride and prejudice today.was DAMN SHIOK!!! but there should have been a kissing scene. more romantic then.
sigh.
went shopping todae.
took neoprints.
okie. my stoopid but dahling cos pestering me to log off now.
im going to.
bb.
and im getting pissed with myself.
damn this bloody mood swing!
my neck's killing me.
double shit.

oh my life is goood

2004-11-14T06:23:00.000-08:00

Yo.
its been a day.a long, tiresome, gruesome and SICKENING day.
but it was fine.
surprised why im in such a good mood???
cos im going to watch bride and prejudice tomorrow!!
im soo glad(thats why im constantly changing the colours of my text-i NEVER do that)
aniway... me cousins came over today.
one is sick physically while the other is sick in the mind. seriously! she keeps slapping my butt.
and she's only 7. isnt that just WRONG????
aniway, im not going to waste time. im kinda glad today's over.each passing day brings my genting trip closer.!!!!!!!!! :)
im going to sleep.
and i really hope this happy mood thingy ends quickly.
my eyes hurt.
and so does my neck in trying to read the words.
shit.

thankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyouthankyou

2004-11-12T23:09:00.000-08:00

hey blog......
got new look. i think that its cool.
mysterious yet alluring.
me cos is here.being the sweet angelic darling that she is, she helped me update my blog.
doesnt it look cool?
aniway, me hols have started.
ok so far.
me going to genting with cousins.
going to have a blast.
cant wait.
p.s. my cos wants to say sthing.

its thanks to me that arthi's blog is so nice. i'm genius... thank you. thank you (:
yep. ok. arthi..., you owe me alot.. :P

leave me alone....

2004-09-04T20:50:00.000-07:00

hey..... im seriously pissed today. the hols are coming.....and for my bro its all relaxation. for me? work,work,work. i hate my life. my brother always kills me and my parents dun mind. i do it, and they launch into this lecture abt respect. RESPECT??????
my bro doesnt show me that, so why the HELL should i show him that. he is younger than me and he has everything. he is soooo lucky. for the com, me parents let him use it everyday. he did sooooo badly or his exams and parents didnt beat him. i i got those marks, i would DIE.
now, u can see why im pissed off.. i wish i could just run away and live on my own. i dun have any liberty unlike SOME PEOPLE. i bet me parents wish i was a genius and went to a top skool. they dun appreciate me for who i am. this SUCKS.
I HATE MY LIFE :(
*whew*
silverr

..........

2004-09-01T02:49:00.000-07:00

hey.......
todae is holiday.....lucky me.........hols starting in 2 days time......cant wait....
im cramming like hell.....NOT!!!!!
who am i kidding.....
just revised a bit today and moped ard the house. skool starting in a few hrs time.
blech.blech.blech.blech.
life really suckxs my socks of...........
cant wait for skool to end and november to cum......
gta looooong way to go.........
sigh....
buh-bye for now

~siLveRR~

2004-08-12T06:49:00.000-07:00

heya bloggie..........................................
sollie for not blogging for quite a while. me had tests......... also me went ice-skating and i skated till me skin came out. took out plaster and saw one big huge patch of blood with pus all around. was bloodie pain,larz.......................
watch tv today. swearing in of pm liaoz......me friend went there........donned skool uni.......so proud......:)
kayz.....me verY tired.....cant wait to hit the saCK.........
nitez............*snore*

i am soo seriously bugged.....

2004-08-09T09:09:00.000-07:00

hello me deariest bloggie........
tomolow is national day. cant wait. hols ! YIPPEE...........me family is celebrating by cooking food. im more interested in seeing me cousins than the food. me cousins are here to day and they watching me as i write. they're 7 and 5. they are adorable but can be irritaing.....sigh.......im bored.....and today, me mom started nagging at me as usual........im soo seriously bugged....:)

lurve ya......
hasta la vista.....
~silverr~

ohhhhhh........

2004-08-08T07:19:00.000-07:00

heloo dearlie oh dearlie bloffie...
hasta la vista! me very bored. relatives over at the lace, and they're chatting on and on and they wont ever stop.....sigh............
me have been watching tv for long. im bored for long.....*bleep*
skool starst on wednes day. yippee........
national day around the corner.... cant wait, larlarlar!

lurving the world....
~silverR~

ok....life really truly sucks

2004-08-05T20:16:00.000-07:00

heya diary......
just came back from skool today....very fun. monday is national day, so we celebrated it. was beautiful. sparklers all around....but ended very late. me waned to go out but mum say cannot. sick,aintit?? so wat am i supposed to do here, sit and shake my legs??? sigh. life is sick.
now, im stuck at home, doing wat im best at-nothing...this just spoiled my day. i mean, even mum is going out, rite.......bah.... :(
me wanted to meet me frens but ther fone is off.

life sux.

~silverr~

okayy.....YEEHAH!

2004-08-03T07:40:00.000-07:00

Hello my dearest oh very dearest bloggie.........
u wanna noe sumting? i havent, like, update you for abt a mth.... imean sooooo many things happen liaoz.......:)
me birthday just passed..... i got a frame from happy house...very very(x100000000)sweet......me liked it alot.....so pple....i am officially......
1 year older. HOORAY!!!! okay....life's goodie oh goodie. got new com, trying it out.....very nice lah......:D
ok..gtg...SOB!
see u asap....k?
Yesh?Yesh?Yesh?
always loving life......
~silverr~
aka me

oh....my....god!!!!!

2004-06-08T21:51:00.000-07:00

heya bloggie.....
hp 3 is officially OUT!!!!!!!
I already watched it...was superrb........
all da characters looked very good...
if u noe wat im talking about.....
especially him!!!
me want to put pic of him here.....
will try as mucho as i can.....
meanwhile...
me going chalet nxt week......
going to new water theme park downtown....cant wait at all......
sweet dreems *SNORE*
goodnite my dear world....

your dearest
silverr

here i am with pple........

2004-06-02T01:44:00.000-07:00

heya bloggie...
alo......sorry that i didnt blog for a looong loong time...:(
was very busy.....
herei am in my cousins house......
my cousin bro is 4 yrs old.
my cousin sis is 7.
both are very sweet.
very very very noisy tooooo...heeheee
ok me dahling..........
me gtg......
have to go and eat my jelly.....:)
toodloo!

alo

2004-05-20T06:13:00.000-07:00

heya bloggie............
alo....
had a tiring day todae....
todae's it course was damn boring....
wanted to blog you but scared tchr would find me
will strangle me.....:(((
hols are soooo near..
cant wait for it to come...
*YAWN*
sooo tired.....
eyes drooping......
toodlies!
:>
~SIlver~

lalalalala

2004-05-15T20:31:00.000-07:00

heya bloggie.....
me in very good mood todae.
guees why?
im gonna see my cousins and we're gonna stuff ourselves with cake till we puke.
had a very gruelling morning.
had tennis for one half hrs
felt that i was gonna drop down dead anitime.
but watever.
enjoyed moiself.
thats gd...... :D
gtg now!!
Adios!
~silveRR~

ummm...

2004-05-14T21:45:00.000-07:00

Dearest oh dearest blog....
hey. its great having created a new blog.not me first time.
watever.
me exams juz finished.
im also finished.*makes slashing motion across throat*
hopefully, i pass.......
*YAWN*
gtg now.
toodles!
:D